Maybe you pray, "Okay, I give up. I can't do it any more. I entrust the future to you."
Maybe you do this unwillingly, with gritted teeth.
You know he's sovereign. You know he's good. You know you're supposed to trust him. And so, knowing but not yet feeling, you give the future into his hands.
Then you read something. Or hear something. Or someone says
Because now you know that the God who is in control actually cares for you. You knew it before, but now you really know it.
(Of course, you'll have to learn it again. Feelings come and go, but the truth stays the same.)
Here are some words that spoke to me recently. The bits in bold are the bits that jumped straight into my heart.
The King is extravagant. That is the good news for fearful people. Most fears link to our doubts about God's generosity and attention to detail. In response, God freely gives what is costly. And, as the true expert craftsman, he attends to every last detail. (Running Scared 108-9)
The reason we are called to lay up our treasures in heaven [rather than worrying about and pursuing treasures on earth] is because we are his treasures. When you are confident that you are the Father's treasured possession, you are also confident that his loving care will continue forever. (134)
God has not abandoned us any more than he abandoned Job. He never abandons anyone on whom he has set his love; nor does Christ, the good shepherd, ever lost track of his sheep. It is as false as it is irreverent to accuse God of forgetting, or overlooking, or losing interest in, the state and needs of his own people. If you have been resigning yourself to the thought that God has left you high and dry, seem grace to be ashamed of yourself. Such unbelieving pessimism deeply dishonours our great God and Saviour. (Knowing God 98)